I wanted to miss the people and places that I knew would eventually come back to me.
Instead I fell in love with the things that never return.
I wanted to breathe in fresh sea air, thinking of it as the most precious thing on earth.
Instead I felt like I could not breathe at all.
I wanted my heart to ache, eagerly waiting for that magical kiss to take away the pain.
All I discovered was that my saviour never came.
I wanted to suffer badly, but only to then rise and indulge in the feeling of true happiness.
Instead my suffering became my tormentor.
I wanted to have dreams and fight for them until the end.
But instead I learned that in life, there is never just one ending.
Photographer: Ned Jokanovic @nedjokanovic
Model: Anna Bianca Gerlach @annabiancarose
Clothing: Evidence @evidencethelabel